Hey everyone,
I really do not know what is going on with me. I know that I have been venting about the same thing for awhile and I am sure it is driving most of you mad..for that I am sorry.
Everything that was going my way for jobs has fallen through..again. I am thinking about looking out of state now. That means leaving the man that I love the most in this world. It does not make sense even to me but I am out of options. The thought is eating me alive inside..I have barely slept for two days and I mostly cry now.
I never thought it was going to have to be this way. I do not know what fate wants from me but if it has a plan I wish it would show some ray of hope sometime soon.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>