so far people have taken it as you did all this masturbating in inappropriate settings now, but I thought you were meaning when you were 11 and now you are much older? If that's the case. ease yourself with the knowledge that you were extremely young and didn't know anything better. If you are doing it now, I would suggest you disappear without being noticed. IMO it is better to do that in private when needed than in public even if not noticed. I don't think there is that much shame in it. Yes, nobody wants to think of themselves as one constant mastibator, but I also understand that it's extremely uncomfortable and can even border painful. I would not focus on it at all. I would give it as much attention as needing to go to the bathroom. The more you stress and obsess over it, the more you will have urges to do what you don't want to do. As far as the dog....that's ok. You certainly don't have to do it again. And at least you're not the guy who'd go over to his neighbors farm to do the sheep out in the open