So I wanted to take some time today to curl up on the couch with a bowl of oatmeal, relax, and take it easy. I decided to take a day off work because I desperately need to do some things to mentally relax myself- I just re-enrolled in college and am doing other things to become self-sufficient again (had to move home this past spring)... but I can't help but hate myself for it. I feel like I'm not doing enough but I don't know how to do more. I know my mother is going to come down on me for taking a day of introversion, and it's like I'm already taking her words and beating myself down with them. How do I stop this? And am I doing this all wrong? Do I just need to go and do things when I'm feeling emotionally spent? If so, how to I help myself to not feel even worse? Thanks, for reading and I am desperately needing your feedback.
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