hey,

super nervous and stressed.. but just wanted to say hey..

I've been a member of this forum for quite a while now, actually a really long while I think but haven't really had any guts to post anywhere.

erm, so I've probably known deep down we fitted her for a while.. just, you know :/

so I suppose I'm the body host.. I think.. as I carry the birth name, but I don't really have much to do with my life really.. at all.

I have communication with one other, Katie, who's 8.. she speaks to me a lot and takes over a lot which can be quite hard.. other than that its just black. She's sitting with me now which is making it super hard to write properly

erm, I'm not sure if I should be doing this or not.. nervous

I know of others, through things, I just can't face them at all. I only relaly know names and ages.. but they often mean nothing to me people have left me notes and stuff but I tend to just totally freak out and then they're gone I can't even describe, sorry. My girlfriend.. she knows a lot. She fills me in on a lot and helps me massively.

That's all I can really say for now, sorry.

Thank you to anyone who reads and sorry if this doesn't make much sense, not really too sure what to say just wanted to finally say something.