Hi.

I want to believe in God, Jesus and the bible, and i do try. But there is always a doubt in my heart that it might all be a farce.

I mean i've not been brought up to believe, infact quite the opposite, i have been brought up to believe that none of the above existed and religion is for losers.

But i myself find a kind of ... It's hard to explain, but i think safety in religion that helps me cope.

However i have also been told that if you do not believe 100% in your heart, you will never make a good christian.

I don't know what to do, i don't even know why i'm posting this. I guess i just wanted to get it out of my head and written down somewhere.

Sorry peeps.
Tc x