Continuing with my post....don't know what happened there..

She almost became the mother I never had, and told me about her children. I started to become so jealous, the more sessions we had the more I wanted her. I was hospitalized many times and she visited me everytime, so there was such a close bond. Soon I was having sessions twice per week, but I getting worse instead of better, we started easing off and eventually cutting ties.

It was difficult, almost like losing someone to death, but in hindsight it was the best thing.