<font color="purple">(((((Naomi))))), First of all gentle hugs to you!

This is what we want to tell your T!





w_i doesn't hate you! I, too, hurt the body cuz I was so angry and hurting. I would c*t myself and think it was only hurting me, but it did hurt the body. I thought "Too bad, I need to feel hurt on the outside instead of hurting on the inside all the time." I tried to k*ll myself many times, took too many pills and ended up in the psych hosp. Even tried talking the others here to k*ll me off, bury me alive! But they wouldn't do it! T tried telling me if I k*lled myself, everyone would die. I didn't believe her until one time I saw what I had done through little cat's eyes! She was so scared at all that blood!

Wonderful T talked to me and helped me to see, finally, that I was 'part' of a whole. Took me almost 10 years to realize that and then I finally gave up trying to k*ll and c*t myself. I realize you don't have my T, but I hope you will be able to find hope and help soon.

Don't give up, Naomi. White_Iris will learn to understand you and even love you in her own time, when it's right for her. Keep writing here! We love you here and will listen to anything you have to say...even if it is hard to hear.
We can take it.



Mary Catherine