In the past, I have been super hyper-religious and loaded with religious delusions during a manic episode. A few days ago a pastor at my church wrote an article about Jesus' return. That same day a friend posted something similar on Facebook. I decided since two people posted about it on the same day that it was not a coincidence and must be true. Jesus' return is imminent. Furthermore, since I'm not really religious anymore I am going to hell. the thought hasn't left me. It's been ruminating in my mind. Since I am aware that this is probably not logical, this is not a delusion and I should not be concerned, right?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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