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Originally Posted by nnaiadd
And tonight the voices telling me that I can't use the bipolar disorder for an excuse for why I've been unsuccessful, the real reason is that I'm a just a loser and I only use the bipolar disorder for an excuse--those voices are really, really loud tonight.
I hope this isn't too disjointed. I'm kind of upset right now. Does anyone else know how I feel? (I hope I'm positing this right.)
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This is exactly how I feel. My thoughts tell me that I am just a loser and lazy and bipolar is just an excuse. If I tried harder I could control it, but I dont try hard enough obviously, even though I try my best and follow the doctors orders.