Welcome....
I want to hug you close and tell you that their is hope in the distant future. My parents didn't believe me either and my mom ended up causeing me more abuse by someone else by not believing me...
You say it still feels like you are fighting alone, and in a sense, you will always fight this battle on your own. It's you against the world, but at least you have some support here to help you up when things get too much.
You are strong coming out the other end and being able to talk about it. Don't believe that you are not, although it may like that sometimes.

(((((( safe hugs ))))))