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Originally Posted by arachnophobia.kid
This kind of unconditional love you have for him is very noble. It can be very hard to let go of someone who has been such a big part of your life and also someone who you feel you were meant to be with. My question to you though, do you ever feel that because of your unconditional love you are enabling him to treat you and your family so poorly?
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I do and it makes me mad at my self,today I thought why am I allowing this treatment, why is this causing such pain, I am starting to see that certain events caused this unraveling of me, losing him again and job. I am mentally and physically not well sleeping all day, crying, not eating, not bathing. I feel like gollum.
I am praying that I can just pull myself up every night I say tomarrow will be different!