** Hugs.

I wish I had some deep, mystical words that would heal you - but I do not. Here is what I KNOW..... you are no worse than anyone else here. We all fall short of what is expected of us. There has only been one person who was flawless to walk on this planet - and neither you nor I can compare.

POINT BEING - I think you are being very hard on yourself. You do NOT deserve self harm. In your heart - you know that. You are just suffering on the inside so much and are crying out for someone to help you find a way of dealing with your pain.

You have a purpose. We all do.... but typically none of us know what the purpose is.

*Hugs