The other day I had a very exciting, jam packed day of work, meeting after meeting after meeting, all things I am excited about. But by the end, I am just sailing, talking a mile a minute, spending money I don't have, racing thoughts, super high energy, won't let anyone get a word in edgewise. When I got home that night, I tried to relax, and eventually I did come down from it, and suddenly I realize I've been hypomanic for some hours, maybe the whole day, maybe days. It's so sneaky how it enters, ideas are so intoxicating, it really feels like your just doing great, until it is too much and then it becomes apparent what has been going on. Ah!
Take care of yourself!
Soon...
MT
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