since the weather has started to get cold i have begun to drink a lot of hot chocolate made from cocoa powder mixed with stevia and fat free almond milk and water.

The problem is that my digestive system cant handle it. Its making a mess of things. But I am so addictive that i cannot seem to stop drinking it. It gives me a reason to WANT to get out of bed in the morning. But I am suffering for it. Its also not good for my heart. I cannot seem to stop drinking it. I am supposed to be trying to repair my digestive system. And what I am doing is making it worse by drinking this stuff. I give away the cocoa powder and then 2 days later am in the car buying more. I honestly do not know what to do. Its not causing me to gain weight. I would not tolerate that. But it is making me stay pretty darned sick