I'm so sick of feeling like this!!!! One second I'm fine, the next im covered in tears. My emotions swing from one extreme to another. I came to work feeling content within 2 hours I went through sadness, panic, fear, and became agitated. By the end of the day I'm normally between cowering & hiding in my room or extremely agitated and angry. If it weren't for my superior acting skills my co-workers would know.

And no..my job is not bad. Im a part time temp employee. I work M,W,F and half the time i'm at work I'm not working because they don't have anything for me to do. Hence another reason for me to worry...since they don't have enough for me 9 times out of 10 I won't be getting hired here.

I feel like I'm a chameleon navigating through my environment blending in wherever I go. I don't want to feel like that anymore..I want the freedom to display my feelings without the concern of what others are thinking, but I know that can't and won't be. I'm so tired of everything...