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Old Oct 25, 2013, 01:26 PM
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Originally Posted by tinyrabbit View Post
Thanks for elaborating. And, sure. It's partly because I hate the sound of my own voice on tape, partly because I thought I might behave differently as I'd feel like I was somehow performing or on show, and partly because I already spend a lot of time dwelling on sessions and am not sure doing that more would be good for me.

That, and I'm afraid to hear how moody and stroppy and wounded I sound all the time in there.
This is exactly why i haven't asked to record my sessions, even tho i would really like the benefit of going over them and hearing what my T ACTUALLY said and not what my twisted little brain heard.

Also, this might sound stupid, but i feel like what goes on in that room between us is kind of sacred and recording just seems wrong somehow.Like you know how some people used to think a camera took a picture and took some of your soul with it? Well i feel the same about recording sessions.... i do know that is weird tho
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