Definately can use those hugs thanks. I have to go monday-friday without any hugs and Im a verrrry touchy needy kinda person. I only get to see my bf on friday nights- sunday nights and it kills me. We usually have good weekends and then the week comes and its like why even bother seeing each other on the weekends when the week is right there and ill be back to hating and hurting myself. He has a few issues himself (mainly trust) and I am the most loyal person and it hurts so much that he cant trust me sometimes and then I end up hurting myself. Its so hard to deal with things like this when you cant see each other. SOmetimes it hurts so bad I dont know why I bother with life in general.