Thanks for the suggestion, but since I'm bipolar the pdoc hesitates to increase my antidepressant too much as it may send me into a mixed or hypo state. I just have to force myself to get out, but I feel cornered right now. Folks from my meetings have been calling me, but I haven't been answering my phone. The answer (getting my butt out of the house) seems so simple...yet rather impossible these days. I've just got to force myself.