Hi. I'm sorry you are going through this. He doesn't sound like a nice man or that he has respect for you or your relationship. If he doesn't give you what you're putting in & makes you feel less than a lady, maybe you should consider leaving him. Love doesn't hurt. My situation is kind of like yours & it doesn't feel good to be unappreciated. You want someone who will love you for you, not a man who will use you.

"I am kind of thinking if I had it made like he does I would not go anywhere ether."