i got even worse when i hit 17. ive had trouble with the police many times with psychosis at 17 and til now at 23. i still live at home. have a broken family. so with my dad. i got disability no problem as well. i have no friends so loneliness makes things worse. crap really hit the fan in adulthood. something about adulthood is really a tough time. i didnt understand conpletely what was wrong with me just that something wasnt kinda right