I'm sorry That comment would *really* hurt for me to hear from my T even if she's being honest, it seems a bit much. Do you think you can talk to your T about it? What does she think you're supposed to be doing and more importantly, how does she expect you to go about it? It's not easy and I'm sure you know that but she should realize you are hurting and fighting this the best you can right now. I wish I had the words to help but know I feel for you.