last night my T terminated me by a phone call. i have been crying since then and cant function.

T didnt understand i was having a flashback in session. i was having a trauma response and i was really scared. i was little but trying to protect me.

T didnt get it and said i was frightening.
and said i was outside her limits

arent flashbacks and dissociation normal trauma responses?
i cant control it.

**can anyone guess why T didnt want to see me to terminate me? and did it by phone which hurts more.

i dont understand