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Realizing I have no purpose in life. I think I'm in a mixed episode. It's horrible. I can't sleep, have too much energy, so many things I want to do, yet at the same time I want nothing more than to end my life, have so much self hatred, am crying. It makes no sense at all. I'm too energized and too depressed at the same time, I can't stand it. I'm going to try to make it through this though.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Last edited by Blue_Bird; Oct 26, 2013 at 02:23 AM.
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