I get very turned on by fantasy rape porn. The more violent the more aroused I get, and it makes me terribly guilty. I in no way approve of real rape and the thought of me or anyone being raped in real life scares me. I was never abused sexually or molested at any point of my life so that doesn't have anything to do with it. I guess what I want to know is is it wrong of me to masturbate to such a violent despicable act even if it isn't real?