Haven't si'd since the 24th. Still getting terrible urges but the 21st - 23th were the absolute worst. I completely lost it and just covered both of my legs and one arm.. I hate myself so much for doing that. And honestly, I think part of the reason why i si'd so much is because it's almost winter. It's easier to cover up.

i need help.
my parents know i'm depressed but they don't know how horrendously scarred my skin is. they know i used to si but i'm too afraid to tell them i never actually stopped.
i'm just so mad at myself for continuously doing this.