I have recently learned much more about grief and the grieving process. Though I've lost many in the past... dear friends, work buddies, church saints and family... nothing compares to the grief I feel with the recent loss of my service dog, Figaro.

I didn't expect this huge hole... I didn't expect to still be grieving so (even though he went to sleep Saturday night the 6th) With humans, I coped and went on... I am immobilized with this loss.

I said all that not to overshadow your losses... but to share that each grief and loss and grieving process is it's own... allow it.... you aren't in any position to be thinking into it or deciding anything... like you said, not up to individual replies...

You have suffered so much loss so recent and close together. Do your best and know that that is good enough... take care of yourself...and allow yourself the feelings you have (but don't overthink right now.)

((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))