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You are NOT a nutjob.

Just because you can't find the reason why you started cutting isn't the end of the world, I think it takes time and it could have been something that is seemingly insignificant.

You do NOT want to burn. You want the way you're feeling right now to stop, but you don't want to burn. You might even want to cut and think that this is less dangerous ... I don't think it is.

But coping is coping - switching from one form of SI to another doesn't solve anything. Believe me, I've tried.

Sorry if I'm lecturing, I don't intend to.

You are a GOOD and KIND person who is greatly LOVED and APPRECIATED here. You really are.

Please try to take care of yourself - call someone to talk to if that's what it takes.