Christina, I don't think it is mixed because I have zero energy. I'm exhausted all the time. I think it is depression and my ever present anxiety is worsening. I haven't taken the klonopin for two months (my pdoc changed it to prn). I think I will fill th script today because maybe it will help with this low grade panic I'm feeling all the time.

MM, my superintendent suspects things but I never confirmed or denied. I really think there is no gray area. I have to be certified special Ed to keep my job. It is a state requirement. As for taking the class slow it is an online course. I must take seven of them to earn my cert. I can take one at a time but I only have four years now to finish. So I will have to take at least two a year. They are ten week modules which means they are pretty intense because it is not the normal fifteen week semester. I'm not sure I can pile on that much extra work right now when I can't Even keep up with what work wants me to do. I really just need to find a public school job until I'm well enough to go back to school. I just have to hope that I get one :/