I'm wondering.... Do you view your online friends as much more disposable than your IRL friends?

I feel like I've been used a few times (not by anyone here )

Maybe sometimes I messed up enough to "deserve" to be dumped....

but other times not. and I was left wondering if those ever cared, as they said they did

Is it easy for you to "move on" and discard those people from your heart, as well as from your life? I won't ever contact any former "friends" again... But I still miss some of them.

Am I just nuts and a horrible person?

(dxd with bpd, Anxiety, Depression, c-PTSD etc. etc. )