Jon -

I would give anything to cry. I just can't. You know when you need to cry. I need to cry and I can't, not alone, not in therapy. I have shed a few tears in therapy but I can't ever just let it out. I am so conditioned against crying. My T tells me I need to cry, it can be very healing. I don't think if you don't need to cry it would be a big deal but when you do it is a big deal.

(((((((Lucinda))))))))) I am sorry that you are going through this I know what a drain it can be.