Im not in school right now (due to rehab reasons) but my mom still makes me do schoool work, which i say is reasonable, and if i could do it, i would. BUT I CANT. i cant read, i cant focus, i get headaches and when i try to do the work i just breath really hard and go into a panic attack. it happened JUST YESTERDAY! and she STILL wants me to try. shes taking awa privilages until i do it too. it just pisses me off. i HATE being Dxd, and being given medication, but she still had NO PROBLEM sending me away through MY TEARS to treatment centers, and she has NO PROBLEM shoving pills down my throat wen i get upset. i just want to be DXd and given meds for this, so i can read a frikin menu with out being distracted, and so i stop loosing things and so i CAN DO MY %#@&#! HOMEWORK!! its ridiculous. even my psychiatrist said i most likely have this, i just was the meds, and the DX so i can get on with my life. and my mom wont stand for it, when she didnt mind DX me with border line, BP, historionic or something like that, severe depression, and 1 other thing i forget. it is so stupid. SHE IS BEING UNREASONABLE. i am very mature, and so even if i dont want to do omething, but i know inside that its really not that unreasonable, ill say so, because theres no point in being dumb about something. BUT THIS IS DUMB. and i know it. wut do i have to do to make her realize? i have np problem cutting or using or drinking, if thats wut it takes ID LOOOVE TO DO IT FOR HER. ugh. i just cant do my schoolwork. ive tried, but yesterday after the panic attack, im giving p. dont even tell me not to give up. because its too late.