Yup I know, I remember back in 1988 or 89 they had me on lithium, trazodone, and stuff I can't remember. But I really was a mess back then and was on temporary leave of absence from work. I was always in a subdued mood until I eventually just stopped taking all meds.

Most of my concern this time was centered around my job which I need to be 100% fully functional. But I think I'm past the worse faze of getting use to zoloft now. I can even take it before bed now.