Thank you all for sharing your stories and well wishes. I think what I'm scared about is thinking about termination with my therapist. The thought of not having her as a safety net scares me. Like if she's not there I'm liable to fall apart again. I've been depressed for 10 years so in a way it's all I've known that I barely remember who I used to be. I'm just afraid to make a wrong move, if that makes any sense.