Didn't do much today. I woke up and ate, had a nap and now I'm just staying in tonight. I feel like I'm on the verge of being depressed. Not really sure how to describe it. Tomorrow I'm going to a memorial service for my grandfather who passed away almost a year ago. Most of my family on my dad's side is going, so I'm a little nervous to see them all. I feel in a way that I have to be "on" when I see them. Plus I get to dodge questions like when are you getting married/having a baby, etc. Good times.