yeah... we have been there... and we just have to put one foot in front of the other... our T, or someone else who cares, will point us in the right direction.

I, too , am very careful when I make a promise, especially like this, and it's usually because I think I will never really let them talk me out of it, once I decide...

sounds like you have even more ppl who care... hang in there.

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