Doing alright. Lately, have been "off" in various directions, sometimes by a lot, but none too persistent. Sucks, of course, though while the agitation/howl-into-the-void/deep sadness/loneliness/irritability or what-have-you is going on(!) Mostly been a bit hypo lately, but sometimes in a bad way. Today tackled a big organizational project. Chaos stresses me the f*** out. Hoping this will mellow out the agitation.

My heart so much goes out to you, Blue_Bird. It is a terrible state to be in. But hold tight. Be assured you're in my thoughts.