I am very sad, my mom just passed away. It was 2 am when they called me from the hospital. I had been the whole day there. I was granted visiting her twice, I was inside the diagnosis unit 2 hours and a half in the morning, then, afternoon, I allow for my brother and nephew to enter the room, but they did not stay much with her. I am sorry I could have stayed more as I have more patience than them. I just hope she was not feeling alone when she passed away. i am so sorry she had to witness all the stressful situation with my brother the last year. I tried to explain to her he was mentally ill. But I was not always graceful, I was not always gentle. I had too much on my shoulders and sometimes I was upset towards her. And she was ill. I could have been better, perhaps, if I would have gotten more help. Lastly, I was remembering how nervous she was during my infancy and how she could not stop yelling at me. I did not think that I was revenging but understood first time that she could not make it better. Perhaps, like me now.