I'm sorry your mother passed away, you must feel so sad. Death is a hard thing to handle, even sometimes when we don't know the person, but i'm sure your mom was pleased with you being at the hospital too. I didn't know her, but it affects me too as i will be praying for you to better handle this and also our Maker will be with her now instead. Just let her go, in your heart as she is in a better place, and one where there is peace, and joy. I can hear the Angels singing already!!!!