I am just so scared. I know I haven't been here in awhile, but things just really have not been the greatest and well are not getting any better. I was in the hospital again and now I'm in outpatient program. But I am going to a big and better hospital that can help me more in 2 days, well less than that. I am so scared about that. I really just need some assurance that I am doing the right thing. I feel like all is out of control right now. No one here really is giving me any attention or support and that makes things really difficult, I mean people in my life where I live. Any response even a hi would mean alot to me, just to know that someone cares. I'm really just falling apart more and more.

Thanks to all,
Jennifer