well.... after having my lovely cleaning blitz yesterday I was feeling quite good... for the first time in months. I was actually excited to go to a social with my friends for her bday.

Got there, and we weren't there for very long.... about an hour... when my ex came in. It was a short relationship and it ended almost a year ago.... but we broke up as he didn't want to be involved with anyone as he was wanting to join the army. I even told him then that the army is slow. And I hadn't seen him since spring so I was hoping he'd gone.

And in he walked with a new girlfriend.

I wasn't expecting that and pretty much had a meltdown. Thank goodness I wasn't really drunk!!! I got my friend's bf to drive me home because I was not calming down.