My depression or coping skills are apparently getting worse. Friday, and then also today, all I want to do is stay in bed. There isn't a darn reason I can think of to do anything much. All I've done today is taken a bath and put in a load of laundry. I don't know what to do the rest of the day, or can think of ideas but doubt I will follow through because it just seems all so pointless and unrewarding. It's only 7:48 a.m. and I dread the rest of the day. I know I will not harm myself, but how do I live my life?
What do I do about this? What is wrong with me? Do I call my pdoc tomorrow and tell him? Please help. I don't want to be this way, but I don't know what to do about it. I feel so lost.
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