I know how you feel about your boyfriend, STar. I'm on shaky ground with mine at the moment, and in my current state of mind I know I CAN'T go on without him. If it doesn't work out, I'm really afraid I'll make a serious attempt on my life. I also started cutting again, and I just feel so incredibly alone. I really hope things work out for you.

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