I've barely gotten off the couch today. I can't stay in bed bc I've got a son to care for but believe me I would be there if I could be. I just took half a klonopin and I'm hoping that will reduce my anxiety a bit but I know it won't reduce the depression. I don't know how everyone here handles depression for months. I want to bail and it's only been two weeks. The biggest problem is I know if I stop taking my meds I will feel better because I will go hypomanic. But it will only be temporary. Then mania will take over and everything will go to hell. But right now I almost don't care.

I hope you feel better soon. Try to reward yourself for getting up and doing something. Even if it's just the laundry. Mine is still sitting all over my bed...