Hi panic man, I'm glad you found your way back here.

I'm sure a lot of your negativety is a direct result of your depression, it does effect the way we think.

You said you "took a celexa" earlier... are you taking a regular dose of celexa daily as prescribed? Celexa and all the medications like it have to build a level in your body over the course of several weeks before they start to have any effect, and they have to be taken regularly in order to help. You can't take one when you think you need it, it won't really do anything for you if taken that way. Some meds can be taken on an "as needed" basis and will have immediate effect but most of the depression meds just don't work that way.

I hope you are still under a doctor's care regarding the Celexa and any other meds you are taking. You probably already know it can take a long time to find the right meds that will work well for you. Not that meds are a "cure all" but they are a start towards getting a grip on things. I hope you are in some therapy too.

------------------------------------
--http://www.idexter.com