Hi Chrys,
First, Welcome to PC. I hope you will find support here and know that there are alot of caring people.
The Depression Forum is a great place to post. There are alot of people, including myself, that fight depression constantly.
I"m sorry you feel like you don't belong to any group. You know, severe depression can make you feel like you are losing touch with reality.
Wishing you all the best.
Hugs,
Linda