Hi Chrys, welcome to PC

id suggest depression too.

We all go through stages in our lives when we dont knwo who we are, an identity crisis. i know your situation is different as you are unsure of which gender, but things will become more clearer soon. if you have depression at the same time as trying to discover who you are, sexually and mentally, then it will make everything seem so much harder.

how old are you may i ask?

as boopers said, depression can make you feel detatched from the world, and reality.

i dont really know what to say to help, except to advise you to keep trying to find who you are. follow passions of yours, learn to know what you like and dislike, and hopefully that will help guide you towards finding who you really are.

you have found the right place to tackle your depression, and if you deal with that, hopefully in turn it will help you with your gender issues. so keep talking, keep posting, and we will all try to help as much as we can.

i would further suggest you look around the internet to find a gender issue forum, the reason i say that is because, even though we know depression through and through, we arent so educated on gender issues. but id like for you to stick around for sure. let us know if you do find something.

good luck and i hope you find the light soon.

simon