I will be speaking with one of my doctors at KU Med today and see if that is an avenue for being admitted. I know I need it.......I'm killing myself just slowly. I went through a lot with my insurance company about not being able to self admit, limits of psych services on my policy and how to get the most out of it. They just don't look at mental health like they do physical and they should because my mental health is killing me physically.

anyway, wanted to let you know that I am trying and do want to be admitted or at least someone to help me straighten things out so I can sleep. Stress I know is a major factor in all of it and that was added to at midnight when I got a phone call that my grandma was on her way to the hospital by ambulance. I drove like a wild thing the 13 miles to the even smaller hospital than the one in my town. First look at her showed that she had a major stroke. Today is her and my grandpa's 65th wedding anniversary. We just had the reception on saturday.

Anyway, please don't give up on me, I'm trying to get help.

Thank you again to each of you {{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}


Lori