I hate saying this, but my therapists use I lived to age whatever as an accomplishment. I am not getting better just feeling worse bout myself because their attempt at bringing up my self esteem to convince me that having another birthday under my belt means anything. I could live a whole year and feel like **** because of **** that happened and do something bout it when ultimately it turns into **** regardless. I get a pat on the back for that. **** them seriously. I hope they die forever in a place where they are completely isolated and stuck in a room full of unbreakable mirrors.... I try, but I know I won't take my life at a young age not sure, but I know I will definitely take my own life when I am older and physically frail.