If he is not willing to email you back but can fiddle faddle on facebook ????... Does this not tell you something ???? I understand that you have feelings for him and honestly you have stayed "with" him a lot longer than most people would.

Your looking for answers from a man that isn't willing to think of your needs or love for him.

You certainly don't have to sit around waiting for him to reply and tell you everything ... You can just ends this yourself and move on in life...

Just my opinion..... your wanting a relationship from someone that's either unable to give you one or doesn't want too .

You deserve better, plain and simple .