Thanks again to EVERYONE who took the time to encourage me with the Clonazepam however irionically my long months of fearing it may have saved me... I have s condition called 'complex migraines' meaning they are a migraine but they mimic a stroke, i ended up going off to the ER via ambulance end of december because 1/2 of my face dropped and i started to drool, anyhow, no blood clots so no stroke, had a CT scan on monday and now I'm waiting til Feb to see a nuerologist regarding this. I've also quit smoking, quit caffiene, and had to go off the pill. ANYHOW my point is that i was also informed that this med (had i have taken it) may have added to my risk to actually having a stroke- as apparently because of these migraines that alone makes me high risk. im not old enough to have these problems but hopefully i will find a way to deal with this w/o psych meds (for now at least) and just councelling etc... and ill focus on controlling the migraines/lowering my risk for strokes, etc...
Thanks again though to everyone I appreciate ALL of you, your time, your effort, your thoughts and kind words. Everyone here at PC is amazing and I am grateful to have been accepted into the community.